Warning! Cookie is going to be serious now! If you laugh at this section of the post, midgets will kidnap you and personally bring you to their lair and eat your feces! Part of the reason I haven't been posting very much recently is just that I've been really down. It's not really like me to share with you all my real issues, but I've been getting some emails about my disappearance, and I thought it might be nice just this once to let you all in on what's I'm really thinking, not just fluffiness like what I usually post. So, here goes. I'm lonely. Lord knows I talk to enough people and get enough interaction on a daily basis, but it's not the same as having someone you love actually there with you. And, unfortunately, this feeling of lonliness is causing me to miss one of my ex's, whom I dated for a long time, a while back. His name was Mike, and very basically, he was an abusive pothead. Why I stayed with him for so long and dealt with the shit he gave is beyond me. You can ask Christ or Joz about it; they both hated him (Christ: does the phrase "voting librarian" mean anything to you?). Therefore, I bet you can see why missing him would be a dangerous thing. And it isn't even him that I really miss, I don't believe. I think it's simply the closeness and cuddeling time that we had together, which hasn't been matched in any relationship since. I'm such an affectionate person, so it's killing me that I have no-one to expend the energy upon. So that's what's up. It's nothing I can't handle, and I feel awfully petty even bringing it up. So lemme get a "fuck yeah" from all you people spending the night alone tonight. Just keep reminding yourself that at least you don't have to deal with someone taking all the blankets.